Robo! Robo! Turbo!

2010-05-03T23:43:00.013+08:00

If you think its for you, then its for you.

Days To Her Absence
It's Raining, Down Here I'm Breathing
With My Good Friend Sitting Beside Me
I'd Always Thought That She Means The World
But Not Anymore, Coz It Seems Like We've Done Here..

It's Good To Know She Still Cares About Me,
This Is What We're Meant To Be
I Can't Bear To Let It Go
It's Painful To Start All Again..

She Makes Me Run Until There
Said She Doesn't Even Care
I'm Just Pretending, That Everything's Fine..
She Kept Me Waiting All Day Long
I'm Not Used To Being Alone
If I Could Turn Back Our Best Times..

I'm Not That Someone She Thought Who Can
Take Good Care Of Her And Show Love The Way She Wants
She Knew How Much My Love For Her
But Not For Now, Coz It Seems Like We're Dying..

I'm Dissapoint By Those Tears In Her Eyes
Rolling Down Her Beutiful Face
It's Like We're Not Suppose To Be Together
But It just Keeps Linger In My Mind

She Makes Me Run Until There
Said She Doesn't Even Care
I'm Just Pretending, That Everything's Fine..
She Kept Me Waiting All Day Long
I'm Not Used To Being Alone
If I Could Turn Back Our Best Times..

Here's A Last Kiss From Me To You,
Let's Make This A Night To Remember
Get Me Off Your Head, Tell Me Something
Before It's Gone How Could You Let It Past By
There Won't Be Any Next Time
You Save Me From The Worst Nightmare
That Got Me Into This, But I Really Hate To Be This Way

She Makes Me Run Until There
Said She Doesn't Even Care
I'm Just Pretending, That Everything's Fine..
She Kept Me Waiting All Day Long
I'm Not Used To Being Alone
If I Could Turn Back Our Best Times..

miss you.

2010-01-20T02:53:00.012+08:00

Dear Afiq, how has ur life been?

its a long time since i wrote my way here.

2009 may not be my year but i hope 2010 brings a better meaning to life.

lets start the post with the things ive learnt in my life and people's life.

everybody's changing each time of their life. even i do see myself changing. i used to think that what the voices in the back of my mind says is always true without thinking about the future consequences. i began to wonder why the fact that i let the time bypass me. but its okay, im taking this time all by myself.

if oneself weakness and ability set barriers between friends, then let not me be ur friend. secrets dont make friends, secrets make more enemies.

im worried for others for no reason eventhough they dont do the same in return. im always looking ahead of others and the bright side of life but one thing for sure, i believed i could do this on my own and still survive that way with a stronger heart and mind. logically, you cant do it on ur own as in alone. its good to have alot of friends. but what kind of friends?

ive seen their true colours and i know what they are capable of and how they come about. some are moving on and others are still unsure about themselves. to be exact, they dont even know their purpose in life. in fact, ive learn alot about myself to handle each problem i faced. we have to accept the reality as there are several bumps down the life’s road. maybe this is all about growing up? ive heard alot of stories of the person i came across. beat it my working partners nor my parents. my friends which are the same ground as me and have the same mindset who i rather not depend too much on 'cause we are still blinded with a folded blank map that we thought could help us.

anyways, i met arif a few weeks back and we talked about our past,present and future and the choices we made in life. hes the best man to talk/approach to. no, seriously. we think at the same degree unlike some of my narrow minded friends.

ive observed alot of changes this past few months. i know you guys have something to say. just ask me and we could debate this for days. cos we all know we are right and neither of us wanna lose. let me have my way and you have ur way.

take care kids. dont play with fire.

i dont know

2010-01-10T14:39:00.002+08:00

i've caught you lying to yourself
now everything is speeding around and round
well im a fool to watch but never say
im bothered by the choice you made

do you think you could make it on your own?

who i am hates who i've been

2010-01-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

whats ur motive? whats ur intentions?
dont ever give up on me, please.

The Same Thing We Do Everyday

2009-12-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

'Cause the heavier the sleep,the weaker the reason to think.
And sleepless nights mean something worth being awake for.
So try your best to finish your conversations without regret.

2009-12-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

dear ario,
have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

ahhhhhhhhh i bit the tongue behind my teeth to endure the pain inside.
i knew i never deserved you but i just felt so high in size.
i knew i was almost there and things would fucked up when things get planned.
will i ever find anyone who will shower me with love?

am i right where i need to be? or is this another distraction?
there's a change you need to see.
tell me how i'm supposed to feel.
i've been trying to let go till i felt so helpless now.

i think i need a place to go and hide and push rewind and let this be over.
tell me this will be okay, is everything alright?
now it's morning, it's over.

2009-09-30T16:21:00.004+08:00

O LEVELS IS COMING!!

Last Eyesight gonna be really busy after O's.
Mean time, Follow us if youve a twitter!
www.twitter.com/lasteyesight

2009-06-03T20:25:00.009+08:00

dear ms ever so sweet,

if only i could know u more

if only i would have known u way back

if only i was more friendly and not shy

if only i were the first one to asked u out

if only i have the courage to speak up to u

if only i could looked at u by my window everynight

if only i could have a good deep conversations with u

if only i were in ur room, using just my eyes i would tell u

if only i were in ur shoes, id run a thousand miles just to tell u

if only i could be some superhero so that u could call me ur hero

but ure just a phone call away..

2009-05-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

I just dont know how to put my thoughts into words, fuck.

2009-05-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

AMACAM?

BORING SIAAAL!

2009-04-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

You're the colour, you're the movement and the spin.

Fail with consequence, lose with eloquence and smile.

Im not in this movie nor in this song.

I dont want to play your game no more.

Im always the evil, youre are the hero.

Leaving me paralyzed and hypnotised.

You got me nowhere to run, Nowhere to hide.

i still wonder.

Last EyeSight

2009-02-15T18:58:00.023+08:00

Last EyeSight Performance On 14 March @ WGS Carnival [ 10th Anniversay Celebration ]
Other performances like:
- February Fades Away
- Hellven
- Picturesque
- Sleeq
- Jack And Rai
- Dineezel
- Fresh Dice
- Kay Swisha & Supreme One
- FeeKee'D
- Chaz Ali
- Vanguard Oddities
So do come down and support us!

2009-01-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

Its a long time since i wrote my way here.

I've once pledge to myself that i'll not mess up any relationship.
But fuck, i intentionally hurt the one i love.

Dear Ms Fuck Yourself..
Thinking back, its a right choice.
What you said and question me, im always with you.
But did you ever think that what you say sometimes just dont make sense.
You said you wanted to meet your friend huh.
But i saw you with Mr MATREmPit who rides bicycle instead of bike.
my stomach was really up my throat when im with you.
funny larh kau, i dont even care if the guy get to fuck you even when i haven even touch you.

Serious arh kau.

Its Feels Like You Again

2009-01-11T12:43:00.002+08:00

My blog had somehow died in the hands of me.
I have lose interest in blog and i dont know why.
But now it has revived from a major coma since last year.

On March 13 there will be a school carnival, and im so excited bcos im gonna perform, hopefully.
Bye for now.

The Boys Is Back!

2008-09-30T14:40:00.005+08:00

Everyone have asked that why we are not performing.
We are taking a break from those N levels and exam.
We will be back very soon. Like really very3 soon.
HANG ON GUYS.

Maybe you guys can catch us during the hols yeah balls.
Will post the events either at our friendster group or at our myspace.
Bye for now

Why Are You Here?

2008-09-15T23:33:00.004+08:00

I will not be updating these few days due to:

- Too lazy too type.
- Blog doesn't interest me no more. *yawns
- Mcm malas gitu uhh. hehe
- See got mood then i share my stories or daily life or what so ever.

For now, I'm quite busy preparing for my N's.

I know you're reading this sheit.
I'm really wondering why you are still reading my post.

See enough already?

1..2..3..4.. High Five

2008-09-12T13:50:00.006+08:00

Today Buke With Shake Club + Isaps Gang.
Reached Bukit TImah around 4.
And went to hit the pool club.
We had 16 people so we have to split.
Finished around 6,30 and went to al-ameen.
Eat drink talk smoke.

We chill at there until 10pm.
Then went back to woodlands and chill again.
Wayne brought down his new guitar. Cooltoy.
hahahahaha

Reach home around 1.30am.
Took my shower, blow the lights and crashed into bed.

Hanging On

2008-09-11T16:47:00.004+08:00

I JUST NEED A BREAK !
IM SO WORN OUT ALREADY.
USER'S BUSY.

Smoke'em

2008-09-09T17:10:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, we had night class.
And as long i didnt eat, i couldnt study.=D
When buker time happycore sial.
We ate pizza, nuggets, widgets and chilli sauce? hahaha

After cekik, then got the energy to study. hurrhur~
Went off and smoke my way home.
Then terjumpe Isaps gang. Chill2 jap then go home.

Today night class eating KFC LARH SIAL. Sedapcore.

Why 6 Is Afraid Of 7?

2008-09-06T16:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday turned in late at 3.43am and 23secs.
And obviously woke up late.
First thing was to turn on my psp and start playing it. HAHA kental.
Play3 then go psp tube see canon rock played by funtwo arranged by jerry c.
I stared at the screen for very long time.

Get up from bed, shower and plug in my guitar.
Search for the song and try to learn by listening. Halfway through it, i cant get the tune.
Fucked up alr. Put the guitar aside and wrote my way here.

I dont have plans on saturdays. Today must revise abit2.
At night maybe meet lepak crew at kopitiam.

You Wont Believe This Sheit.

2008-09-04T15:06:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was Mt Listening Compre & soSIAL studies.

Mt listening the answer mcm kurang ajar sial.
Very confusing mayne2. hahaha kental.

I studied about Chapter2:Governance.
And wth!! It really came out siaaa.
I'm really happy and overjoyed larh sial.
Cos i only concentrate on that chapter. I feel like crying.=.='
THANKS GOD!
My kuku friends studied Conflict and didnt came out for SEQ.
Too bad guys. alalalalala
Im very x98149220 confident that i can do well. HAHAHAHA

Today English.
Otw to school, i felt like berry-ing sia.
Took the paper 1. knncb lampa.
I was sweating all over siak case nak tahan berry arh.
I hold the sheit for 1hr45min.
After the paper finish, i didnt felt like berry-ing anymore siak.
Happy laa, so no more interruption. lol.
Do paper 2 like okay2.
Then go home and crashed into bed and woke up at 3.

Yeah Balls

2008-09-02T17:12:00.003+08:00

Thank You For Reading.

User Is Busy.

Its About Time.

2008-09-01T17:55:00.007+08:00

I didnt feel hungry nor thirsty sia.
Its incredible.
Maybe revising my work really kept those hunger away.

Tmr N Level begins. MT followed by soSIAL Studies.
Hrmm.. At least the major papers its in a few week times.
CooooooooL!!

Anw, Happy Fasting Guys. =D

Maybe this Friday go JB.
Gerek or what. hahaha.

Just Pretend I Didnt Even Knew Your Name.

2008-08-31T18:26:00.003+08:00

I'm trying, so hard,
To get you out of my mind,

I tried so hard,
Until it was all over and done with,

My feelings were long gone,
No longer hurt in my stomach,

At first it was love kid,
Then turned into constant arguments,
I tried my hardest to stop it,
This bitch,
Always started it

Taken advantage of my fragile heart,
Tore it apart,
The state of one attraction,
I should of known from the start,

Over powered by hazel eyes,
My mind paused for a minute,
Picturing love,
There was nothing that could block the image,

My thoughts depended,
On her actions,
Her ways,
Her love,

Didn't I prayed enough?

Embraced her trust mate,
No fuss just dream happily,
Day by day,
I noticed the pain increase rapidly,

In a dieing sense,
I tried to forget it,
And let it past,

So by doing this,
I forced to the relationship that would never lost,

Every past was berecated,
All trust was gone,
Playing stupid, as I never knew,
What went wrong,

I hate her
How many times haven't I said it?
I hate the fact that she hates me,
And I shall never forget it,

Never had I ever fuck with her feelings,
Let her regret it,

All of these years,
Lost in the tears,
That my letters presented,

I still miss her,
Catch myself, slitting my wrist,
With the glass,
I separated,
From the last picture we flick,

Together is 1,
Wondering what I've done to take this,
Holding my pillow every night,
Wish that she replace it

Well fuck it,
It's all over and done,
Feeling's are gone,
And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs,

So then my arms,
Are forgotten trees,
Left in my shirt,

I love you,
Shit I can't even say ,
I remember the words,
Never concerning anything,
Having to do with her past,

You ruined it last,
We're hiding the truth in a mass,
Stupid ass,
I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned,

We had out times,
Until today, I hope you're happy alone.

One, Two, Three. Action!

2008-08-29T19:18:00.010+08:00

It started off with the day of walkathon.
Boring but yet fun.
Everyone had the chance to get body surfed , butt squeezed
And do stupid little things we always had on our sleeves.

Teacher's Day?
I don't give a damn to that man.
To the matter of fact, they suck balls.(except the teachers who taught me)

The concert was okay arh. Some part i felt like sleeping.
But come to the dance part, Kanasai. Power man.
Didn't get to perform this year because of N Level.
How sad can that be.. hurrhur~

Alot of budak rosak (ex-wgs) come back to our school. Hahaha.

After school, Shake Club went to sentosa.
I didnt felt like going. Felt like sleeping at home.
And im meeting the clubbers later.

Getting Ready

2008-08-27T22:27:00.008+08:00

Arif thought me well in both Physics and Chemistry.

So yeah. Im a genius in Science.

Way to go dude.

After our night class, we go ceeekkiik!

Went home and crashed into bed.

Come On Bitch, You Know You Want This.

2008-08-26T17:11:00.004+08:00

I've been writing this letter

For a couple of months now.

And right now,

What I wanna do

Is I wanna express this letter

To you.

It goes like this. .

Your eyes

They flow

From all the pain I caused

I lost my cause

I only broke your heart

Alone I cry

I tried so hard to break you

I love you

I hate you

Why wont you let me go?

I feel the raindrops fall

These tears wont take you away,

I'm sorry.

I hear the thunder scream

It's screaming out for me.

The rain it drips the rain drops dripping

The rain will follow me,

I feel like I can't breath,

I fell asleep again,

when will this tempest end.

I dreamt that you were here,

lying next to me.

I finally realised that I fucked up your life.

Betrayed,

You look so pretty now.

Without me,

Alone.

The tears come crashing down.

Yours Sincerely,

Ario.

8 Days More People.

2008-08-25T16:00:00.007+08:00

Night Class! Night Class! Night Class!
Bye.

Go on, Read It.

2008-08-24T20:10:00.006+08:00

Firstly, i would like to say that im proud of myself. Why?
I did managed to practise my maths and do some revision.

THREE CHEERS FOR AHREYOOH!

After studying, get dressed up and off to Irwan's house.
Open House cum His 17th Birthday.
Go there cekik habis habis until im bloated.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh! Tak Bole Tashaaaaaaaaan!
The food was awesome man.
We went into his room and slacked.
Irwan said that his cousin is coming over.
Jeng jeng jeeeeeng.
Then suddenly someone was at the doorstep.
Everyone turned around, alamak! It was a FALSE ALARM larh sial.
His aunty pulak. Haiya.

Then continue to eat somemore eventhough i cant take in anymore.
But the food serious sheit sedap giler.
When we are about to go home, his cousin then appeared at the doorstep.
Now its the real thing. HAHA!
Her name is Yanie, stay in Bedok and school in Bedok Secondary School.
Haha, kidding siak. I only know her name.
The dickheads were all excited as though they had never seen one before.

All the dickheads were excited as they went into the lift.
This part was really my favourite part. The next second, punch and kicks was exchanged.
I accidently upper cut Haziq's Jaw. Ouch! Thats gonna hurt.
Hurrhur~ Go cry to your mom. Hehe. Paisey arh gang.
Wah! They were all moshing in the lift. Lol. Hahaha.

Next Stop: Vista Point.

On the way there, the rain poured heavily on us.
Everyone use agility move( pokemon) to dash to Vista Point.
Some went to buy drinks, ciggies and one of us were staring at the pack of condom.
Haha. Okay, skip this part.
Chill outside Cheers while waiting for the rain to stop. But the rain was stubborn.
So we decided to just let the rain poured on us.

Went home, took my shower, click on my explorer and wrote my way here.
Im so exhausted and fucking tired.
Thats all for today kids.

Good Night Kiddos.

Screwed Up Again

2008-08-23T23:29:00.008+08:00

Intended to study and revise my work but it turns out in a different story.
Went to play pool with my mutant heroes.
Didn't felt like studying, the mood wasn't there all of sudden
just because Fuchii called up and invited to a game of pool.
The excitement roses instantly.

Its sad man, N Levels is just 10 more days away.
I've failed my complete my task again and again.
What's more, tmr Irwan invited us (mutant heroes) to his
open house. How could i turn my back.
And again, planned to study on Sunday.

Am i unorganised or the sense of urgency wasn't in me?

Yeah man, fuckballs.

Just hope that tmr i'll go home straight and not chill out with the mutants.
Hopefully.

Chatted with Nadirah the other day and she didnt even know when is N Level.
Nvm its okay. Lol. I was quite flabbergast at first but i cajoled her to get studying.
I bet there's alot more out there who are not unaware too.

Okay, get back to me. On the day of my results,
I just wanna be proud of myself and not having the tears of regret.
Its rather too late. But its not late for now.
All i want is the best of me.

Lets Call A Shot

2008-08-23T00:07:00.008+08:00

To make a clear conscience to you guys who are in:
Where are (Dear Diary a.k.a Last EyeSight) ?
Who the fuck is them or wth mood.

This Explains All, God Damn It.

Video Quality Like Sheit. I Know.

Thanks.

What Are You Waiting For?

2008-08-21T19:08:00.004+08:00

A day that had made me motivated.
A day that had me realised what N Level does.
A day of constant reminder.

School was great.
D&T much more greater. talk horny with my classmate. okay always. lol.
I find science interesting these days.

Went home, and thought of going jb today but lazy.
Lepak Crew went ahead without me. No Pall Mall again.
But too bad. I dont smoke no more. =))

Play computer game, eat and took my shower.
After 4 i started studying and all.

13 Days Left

2008-08-20T19:54:00.006+08:00

Im happy because i've improved tremendously in all my subject except MT. Adoii.

D&T theory exam was fucked-up. Its better to do mistakes now then N Levels man.

Going to jb with lepak crew was cancel because it was raining heavily. Too bad, no Pall Mall.

Well.. there's always tomorrow. Lets see what tomorrow has to come.

I asked nadiah to help me in my blog like for 354634623532 times.

And i know she's surely one kind and helpful girl. Thanks arh nadiah.

Didnt touch sexy for the whole day. She'll understand. =))

Problems I'll Never Solve.

2008-08-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

I didnt know where to express my emotions and share my thoughts.

Friends laugh at it instead of listening to it. Baik perr..

Folks? nahh, it would be better i share my voice and drained my energy to my Dear Adalia(air-the-lee-year) even though she's just a sexy guitar.